Leaving here for now.

Say hi to this. :)

Conflate.

Person
A: Hi. I've been studying. What have you been doing?
B: Er, erm, maybe studying? Okay, let's just say I've been enjoying myself and having fun, unlike you this nerd who only knows to study and study and nothing more. B-O-R-I-N-G.
A: Oh, I'm a nerd and indeed I'm a boring person too. Great! *smile* If being a nerd will take me to somewhere and make my life awesome in future, I would love to be a nerd because I will be having a fun future.
B: Wow, indeed, I am talking to a nerd plus a crazy one.
A: Yay, I'm a nerd. 8-| I'm getting out of this and going back to my studies now. Bye bye.

Take me out of this maze & talk me out of this absurd conversation.

So what if I'm 17.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MISS TEO JERICA JIN HUI! :)

Today, I went to school as usual. (N) Bi & I went to Big Thumbs for dim sum the second time. Yummyyy. Heh. We went to Readings to get our movie tickets, Couples Retreat. While waiting for our movie, we walked around then went to Old Boy. 4/5 popcorn for Couples Retreat. We got Green Tea Latte from Starbucks. I left town @ 7pm & Bi went off for his training.

You made me feel like as if I'm just your any other friend on my 17th.
I felt the pain but I was hurt so badly that I'm feeling numb instead.

Because I don't want to turn 17.

Woke up @ 10am. Left house @ 12:44pm, caught the bus from JV to town. Walked around town with Francesca. We thought of going for bowling but it was NZD10/game, f expensive. We played pool in the end. We left half way & asked for a refund because there was some assholes who treated the place like as if it was their playground. C'mon you guys are at least 15 years old, please act like your age k. Annoying! Most of the restaurants were close, so we ended up @ Cha again. We also went to New World to get some stuff. ... ... I caught the 6:20pm bus back but it was late for a good 10minutes. Hate it! But at least, I got yummy meatball spaghetti for dinner. :)

Anyway, I aren't very happy today. Don't ask me why because I will not tell you. Kthxbai.

Thankful.

I stayed home all day till 6:30pm & went for dinner @ Hede with my hosts. After dinner, we went to Readings to get Wendy's ice cream. Yum yum. Thank you very much for doing this. :) Oh, I also watched a show called The Borrowers, if I am not wrong. It was a pretty decent show, I liked it. Heh. Now, I'm going to sleep because I'm f tired even thought I did nothing much today. 晚安!

Saturday.

I left house @ 1pm. My host mum drove the submarine & she dropped me off at the mall. ^^v I hang around at the mall with my host mum & Tiffany till Bi came. Bi & I went to Mackers for lunch, Angus Beef Burger. There was a hair in it, ew! But Mackers changed it. :) We went to Bi's place after lunch. I played Risk & lost. The winner was Bi. Then had some pasta @ Bi's place for dinner. We left @ 6:40pm so I can catch the 6:55pm bus, but I missed it. :( & so, I walked back. Tireddd. Went to another Sri Lankan family place for dinner. Ty. :)

IAMIRRITATED WITHFACEBOOK SO IAMGOINGTOSLEEPNOW. NIGHT!

Mature.

I didn't go to school today. I had my driving lesson @ 9:30am. My teacher came to my place to get me. I got off @ Johnsonville to meet Francesca for little shopping & lunch. I wanted to go into the pet shop but Francesca was like running away because there was an unleashed dog in the pet shop. LOL! But she went in after all. I bought two sets of pajamas, super cute. v^^v It's my birthday present for myself. When I came back, my host told me I've got a mail. I was like wow, how many mails am I getting this week. Teehee. I saw the sender, mummy's name. ooo... Yay. I was wondering what it was. When I opened it, I saw it was a birthday card for me. I was so touched, I cried. The mailing cost her SGD25, just for a card. Wow. Thank you very much mummy, I appreciate your effort. Also, thank you to everyone else who participated in signing the card. :) We went to the airport to send off my host dad. He'll be in Singapore by tomorrow, omg omg omg I'm so so so jealous. Argh. I want to be in Singapore tomorrow too! >:( Anyway, I'm going to do my nails now. Byeeeeeee~

Secrets.

Today, while waiting for bus, I ate my fruit salad. A random lady approached me and started to talk to me. Even though when I turn away, she still kept going. I tried to walk away a little by little but she came even closer. FML. I couldn't even have my fruit salad in peace. HMPF! >:( I went to school as usual, but with a cheerful smile on my face. Then I learn from Francesca that she will not be coming to school again today. zzz Bi is late as usual. I got chased out of wherever I went in the library. >:( So I went to Bi's house to find him. I managed to persuade him to go to dim sum with me. Hehe. Dim sum @ Big Thumb, yummy! Then I went to search for the top that my uncle wants me to get for him, no luck. Bi settled for Old Boy will I walked around town. I left town @ 4:10pm, caught a bus to meet Tommy & Alice. We went to Strike @ Porirua for bowling. It was crap. First, the land has dents in them. Secondly, we ordered chips with two bottles of coke & it took like more than 1/2 hour to come. The chips tasted really bad, it was revolting. Thirdly, my nails chipped. >:( But my host dad managed to get a full refund. DUH! We got sushi for dinner, not great because the rice was like kind of hard. :S Say hello to a house that will be full of ladies tomorrow.

Miss.

I was late for school, credits go to period. :) Anyway, I had my second driving lesson class today. It didn't go very well, rather disappointed with myself. Sighs. Went to Countdown with Bi after school, got my girl's thingy & Pavlova. Teehee! ^^ I got a takeaway pack of Wendy's ice cream for Bi. He choose 2 scoops of Cookies&Cream, 2 scoops of Moccacino & I picked 1 scoop of Brownie Temptation. Yummy! Went to Bi's house till 5pm & back. I had Subway for dinner, didn't really like it because the vegetables was like close to nothing & the bread was crunchy. Oh well~~ I'm enjoying Fruit Basket very much. Na na na na naaaaaaa...

You burst the bubble that your child created.

I will never ever want to know if you decide to let go.

I guess I really miss home. I've never felt like this before. I really want to go home to celebrate my birthday with my family & it's impossible. But I'm glad that I have Bi with me for my birthday.

Kthnbai.

Goodbye mocks.

Went to school for my last paper, Economics. I'm just so glad it's over now. Anyway, went to Bi's place with him. He waited for m, to cook his breakfast, for him, @ 3:30pm. -___- Bi walked with me to JV bus stop to catch the bus, just so the bus don't miss me. Hehe. I've watching tv since I came back till now. Fruit Basket!!! Anyway, I have a piece of awesome news to share. Auckland Foundation Year wants me. Woohoo! But they wanna see my externals' results to prove that I'm good enough for their school. Watch me, I will slam dunk. ;) I'm a very happy girl today. &I received my Learner yesterday. Isn't this week great or what. ^^v I'm going back to chew my chewing gum. Byebye.

Driveee.

I was the first to be at the bus stop to wait for the school bus but when the school bus came, I was the last the board. -.- Accounting paper was alright. Economics tomorrow & say bye bye to mocks. :D 27 more days to externals. Gah. I went to Bi's place & stayed there till 4pm. Bi accompanied me to the bank to settle some things then went to Countdown with him. I went to the train station to look for Francesca. We are very very angry with Tim Jeffries from Onslow Medical Centre. :@ I got a ride home because I saw my host mum. Heee. Oh oh, did I mention that I went for driving in my host mum's car today. Gosh my mee wow. I'm learning to drive in a small car & her car was like submarine to me. I was so scared that I will bang the innocent cars that are parking at the side of the roads, but I'm glad I didn't. Phew~ Going back to study now. Jia you!

28TH.

Went out @ 3:30pm to meet Bi in Town. We wanted to eat at Seoul House but they were close on Sundays, so we settled for Cha. I had my congee & Bi ordered Mai Po Bean Curd with Minced Pork. :D We caught the 6:16pm bus back. When I came back, there was a gathering. Lol.

I AM STARTING TO FIND SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS ANNOYING.

FAT!

Woke up @ 9am. Went into the showers @ 10:02am. Caught the 10:33am bus to meet Francesca in Johnsonville but she was lateee. She text me and asked me to get a cab to go and pick her up because she is late for her doctor's appointment. I called the cab, got in, went to the medical center and informed them that she will be late and asked if it is okay, went back in the cab & picked her up. Waited for her while she was seeing the doctor. Suay, she got the 'best' doctor there. Walked down to the mall. Called Bi to come and help me carry my things. Hehe. Bought food to cook for lunch. Turn out better than the last time round. :D Watched Gong Zu Xiao Mei till 6pm & left Bi's place with him. Came back & went out for dinner @ Nando's with my host family. That's it for my day!

I promise you.

Bought food from fish&chips store to Bi's house for lunch. Fat, fat, FAT! Watched Gong Zu Xiao Mei the whole afternoon. Left Bi's place with him @ around 6pm.

I'm talking to you about all these it's because I want to know what you'll do. I want to know if these happens again. Will you ditch me? Or will you hang on and play with me? I always tell you not to avoid my questions, but I'm doing it myself. Because I don't want to wake up from this dream. Reality always hurt. So tell me with confidence that you will never ditch me, make me feel safe and ease at heart. Then I'll stop asking you these questions.

Good day.

I left house @ 11am, caught the bus to town to meet Francesca. Francesca was late for almost an hour. Lol. We bought movie tickets & went to Big Thumb for dim sum. We got discount for our dim sum, supposed to be NZD30++ but they only charged us NZD27. :D Then we went back to Readings for our movie, (500) Days of Summer. At the end of the movie, Francesca told me that I can call myself Winter. I said, okay then you will be called Spring. After movie, I wanted to go to the toilet. Francesca stopped outside the toilet and she walked to the other side, which is the men, and told me that she was just checking if I was correct or not. -___- I told her that, she can go to the other side if she wants. HAHAHAH! :P We went to Time Zone to take neoprints. Time Zone had some special offer. Lucky or what. We played a round of Daytona but it was so boring so we left half way through. I had to go and catch the bus because I had my driving lesson. OMG!!! The bus was super slow & there was someone sitting around me kept putting fart. DAMN SMELLY LAH! I was late for my driving lesson by 5 minutes, but my teacher didn't scold me. In fact, he was supposed to pick me up at my place but he came to the bus stop to wait for me. Ty. I like driving, it was great. The teacher said I was good. SUPER HAPPY! :D:D:D I had string hoppers for dinner with egg curry & fish curry. Yummy. Hehe.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY FRANCESCA! :)

Bad day.

*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV BK Bus Stop^*.

Bi, you are so mean to me. :(

CHF, I think we are no longer that kind of relationship.

I HATE OC!

*^Onslow College^Onslow Medical Centre^Onslow College^Bi's house^Fish&Chip Shop, banana fritters for Bi & chicken wing for me. :D^JV Bus Stop^*.

You did too.

Reached Bi's place @ 10:15am. Hehe. We had Umi Sushi for lunch, hate the rice. Ty Bi's mum. :) We watched more gong zu xiao mei. Bi played dota with his bro. Then dinner and back. &I don't want to return to school to see the bitch faces. >:(

Get well soon.

I went to Bi's place to look for him & brought the pi ba gao for him. It's hurts to see him fall sick because he will lose so much weight & look so damn skinny. I thought it's cute that he has gain some weight because he doesn't look like a stick, but he fell sick. :( Anyway, I watched gong zu xiao mei just now. v^^v Bi's mum cooked dinner & she made my favourite mussels. YUMMY! Tyvm.

Baby, I'm sorry about yesterday. I'm really glad to have such an awesome boyfriend! ♥

Hello Learner Licence.

Woke up @ 7am, went to shower & all. Left house @ 7:55am to catch the 7:58am bus. Feeling good that I woke up early & wasn't going to be late, despite the crap weather... till I saw my bus drove away! I was like "OMG NEED TO FLAG!" I flagged and a car actually stopped. I ran towards it & asked if I could get a ride. They asked if the railway station is fine, I said sure tyvm. Reached JV railway station, I went to the bus stop to get shelter straight away. My bus came. :) Alighted & walked to AA centre and I was close to soak. I hate Wellington's weather!!! I reached @ 8:40am, super early. I failed my test the first time round, but the second time round I passed. Oh yeah baby! ;D Caught a bus to Bi's place & stayed there till he left for work & I came back.

Are we in separate world?

HMPF! >:(

I went to Bi's house in the morning & I played dota. Teehee! Left Bi's place @ 3pm & caught the 3:10pm bus to town. We were suppose to catch the 2:55pm bus. Argh! I dropped off first & went to look for the AA place. Filled in the form & they said they needed to have a look at my passport and they needed my address too plus evidence. I didn't had any letter or anything to proof my address, they told me to go to the bank and get it. I went to the bank and got it, but it was my Singapore address. Then they told me to go to the bank and change it to my Wellington residential address, I did. Next, I went back up and finally yes can take the test. But NO! They said that my name in my passport didn't telly with the form. Argh gdi! So I flipped to the page that proof the changes I have made for my name. They said no no, we need to call up and ask the idk who what people to comfirm it is you. So... I waited for like 1/2 an hour for that idk who what people to call back. By then, I couldn't sit for the test and had to book an appointment tomorrow. Extremely unhappy!!! >:( I booked an appointment which is @ tomorrow 9:15am but I need to be there 10 minutes early. At least I still get to sit for it and get my learner license. After that, I went to get sushi for Bi & dragged myself to Old Boy to find him. I told Bi that the sushi is for him to eat after training so he doesn't go hungry at night & complain to me no food to eat, but he finished them at Old Boy! Fineeeeeeeee. We left Old Boy & went to have our early dinner @ (?) place, then Starbucks. Teehee. ^^v Bi went for his training and I went back too. Here I am ranting & going off now because I have to s-t-u-d-y.

I wish...

that I can spend more time with my love ones.

I went to Bi's house this morning & I reached @ 10am. I'm early. The early bird catches fresh worms. Hehe! I tried to make half boiled eggs but it wasn't even half boiled. :( I had maggie noodles for lunch. It had cute looking fishcake like things in it. I likeee. After lunch, Bi & me went to KSP till 4:45pm. Then we went to Subway for tea. YUMMY! Came back and rest till now. I'm going to study in 5 minutes time. :)

Today, I thought that my hair conditioner was the shampoo & I used it. Later I tried to look for body wash and realised that I only had shampoo and hair conditioner.

TUESDAY, OCTOBER 6, 2009
Suppose to go swimming today but didn't. Oh well. Francesca came to pick me @ around 3:30pm & we went for a drive. Went to ???, it's not that amazing. But along the way there, I saw the farms and they look so wow. Seriously wow. I saw black coloured cows and cute looking sheep. Bah bah.

MONDAY, OCTOBER 5, 2009
Did nothing special but I'm happy. :D

Everyone's back.

This morning I woke up when I heard my hp alarm. :O I saw a text, from Francesca. I read it and she asked me out to yum cha with her mum, Emily and her. She told me she would come to my place to pick me. So I waited and waited, then I text her saying to send me a text before she leave her place. Guess what she reply me with? She said she is around my area already just finding my house. AAAHHHH... So I grabbed whatever clothing I saw, put it on & I received another text from her saying hurry hurry. I went out with her looking like a pj. But that's not the point. The point today is, Francesca is able to drive! Hip-hip hooray! (clap)X3 The only problem is that she can't park. :) I went yum cha with them, send Emily home, went to Lower Hutt, and she drove me to my boyfriend's place. Hehe. She also gave me a moon cake, green tea flavour. Mmmm... ♥moon cakes! Stayed at boyfriend's till after dinner and came back. It's freezing cold out there, hate it! >:(

Expecting too much.

Currently watching BOF again, because that's the only show I have. :) Anyway, I might be going out later. Depends on the weather.

Since I am not part of your family, don't ask for too much k.

Mooncakes.

I've not been out for 4 days. Actually I did, but it's to collect the mail. Lol. This afternoon, I chat with Hui Ling on msn. She asked me if I do perspire here, I told her no. Then I realised that maybe this is why I try so hard to lose weight but I am not even losing 1 pound. Dang! :@ Anyway, I'm very happy. Because I am going back to Singapore soon soon soon & I will be going holiday with Hui Ling(75%). Hehe. Oh oh, Baby just called me. He said that he is at the aquarium now and he sees starfish. Baby told his bro to look at the blue coloured starfish, his bro replied with look at the shark here. Aww... I'm going for dinner now. Toodles~

난 당신이 비밀리에 사랑에 나를 알아.

I woke up @ 6:39am, so I went back to sleep and only woke up @ 1pm. _|_ I'm very angry. Because my plan to go to the library to study failed again. I've not been out of the house for 3 days!!! Who cares lah. I ate Korean maggie mee for lunch. Then came back up to my room. Went down @ 5pm to watch Disney Channel, my fave for now! ;) Came back up to chat for a little while & went down for dinner. Had KFC wicked wings. Heh. Came back up to my room and went online shopping till now.

MARC BY MARC JACOBS TWISTED Q GROOVEE ELECTRIC VIOLET VS MARC BY MARC JACOBS SOFTY LARGE SATCHEL HANDBAG. Which one should I get?