I manage to pull through.

*^Missed the school bus. F.^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^*.

Enjoy your dinner mummy! :D
It's your birthday tomorrow.
I hope you'll have a wonderful day.
__________________________

Once, there was a boy W. He was a very hard working boy. Despite having cancer, he did not give up on his studies. He studied hard and got a scholarship. Unfortunately, his body failed him and he did not manage to pull through last night and left us. Let's pray for him and hope he will rest in peace. Amen.

I learn from W that I am way more fortunate than he is. I am so much more healthier than he is. What rights do I have to keep complaining for a little uncomfortableness and not willing to go to school. Gosh Jerica. I will go to school no matter how I feel. I will not skip class no matter what happens. Pinkie promise.

It is time to face reality.

THURSDAY, JULY 30, 2009
*^Onslow College^JV(Bakery^Countdown)^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^*.

Happy 17th Birthday Yong Chan! :)

생일축하합니다
생일축하합니다
사랑하는 ____
생일축하합니다

친구4eva(^_^)

WEDNESDAY, JULY 29, 2009
*^Onslow College^Foodville^JV Gym^JV Mall^JV Bus Stop^*.

TUESDAY, JULY 28, 2009
*^Onslow College, ended @ 5:30pm.^JV Mall Entrance^JV Bus Stop^*.

AS or wow? You decide. :)

Wish me luck!

*^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV(Foodville^Countdown^Bus Stop)^*.

I have Accountings test tomorrow. Hopefully I can pass it this time round. :) I have Economics test the day after and Accounting test on Thursday then finally no more till August.

SUNDAY, JULY 26, 2009
*^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^Town(Glassons, black sling bag $15.^Asian Shop, Ice Lemon Tea $2.50^MacDonald's^Readings^Bus Stop)^SPCA^Newtown Park^(?) Bus Stop^Town(Burger King, Kid's meal $5.50.^Readings)^*.

To thgirl(:: It's all good. I'll catch up with you when you are online. :)

(L) Economics.

*^Bused to town^Town(Central Library^Midland Sushi, 4 sushi $4.^Cotton On, long sleeve top $10.^Glassons^Asian Shop, milk tea $1.50. Y-U-C-K ttm.^(?) Shop, coat $120.^Central Library^Cotton On, 2 pairs of shoes for $25.^Cha, wanton noodles with meat $9.50.^Readings^Bus Stop)^*.

Finally, I got all the things I want. I will not go shopping till then. :)

I also found an interesting blog post on Joanne's blog. Thumbs up for this.

->Amazing reply by J.P. Morgan CEO to a Pretty girl

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year. I'm very pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500k annual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salary of $1M is considered only as middle class in New York . My requirement is not high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annual salary? Are you all married? I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden ( ? ) , $250k annual income is not enough. ; I'm here humbly to ask a few questions: &n bsp;1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names and addresses of bars, restaurant, gym) 2) Which age group should I target? 3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few girls who doesn't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys <>4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married) Ms. Pretty ;

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Amazing reply:

Dear Ms. Pretty, I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls out there who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyse your situation as a professional investor. My annual income is more than $500k, which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm not wasting time here. From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you.. The answer is very simple, so let me explain. Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of 'beauty' and 'money': Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square. However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my income might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year. Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10 years later. By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a 'trading position'. If the trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted. It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold or 'leased'. Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income. This has better chance than finding a rich fool. &nbs p; Hope this reply helps.. If you are interested in 'leasing' services, do contact me...

signed,

CEO

J.P. Morgan :)

I will control.

*^Onslow College^JV Mall(ASB^Food court, had BOB and Macs.)^Bi's house^JV Bus Stop^*^Ma Yan's house^JV(Subway^Countdown)^*.

I had fun at Ma Yan's house. She showed me how to make milkshake without a blender. She used a cup and another weapon to squish the fruit, scoop it into a bottle, pour some milk, and shake it, then serve. It's that simple. We also watched The Da Vinci Code, didn't manage to watch finish. Tyvm Yan. :)

I can take it.

*^Onslow College. I managed to catch the school bus this morning. ;) I had Accounting class after school and ended around 5:15pm. My teacher gave me a bar of chocolate because I told him I am super hungry and I have no food. Hehe.^JV Train Station^*.

Keep it coming.

*^JV Bus Stop^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV Gym^Jack's house^JV Bus Stop^*.

I have a list of work to be completed. It's just a list now, not a full list, but soon it will be. I'm so effing tired! Pff. At least I know why I am working so hard now. It is because I want to provide for family.

TUESDAY, JULY 21, 2009
*^JV Bus Stop^Onslow College^Bi's house^Town{Readings[Cinema(Watched Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince. (N) The ending was crap.)^Food Court, 2 Apple Pie and 1 Small Frozen Coke)]^Bus Stop}^*.

Workload keep coming in.

*^JV Bus stop^Onslow College^Bi's house^Jack's house^JV Train Station^JV Mall(Countdown)^JV Bus stop^*.

A simple post today because I have 4 assignments waiting for me to complete then study for 2 internals assessments.

:(

Goodbye holidays.

Went to bi's house to meet him. Left around 2pm to go get lunch. Bi and I could not decide what we wanted to have, and so we settled for BOB $13. Boring. Got Bundaberg Ginger Beer $1.60. Walked to Jack's house and waited for Ash to pick us up. Ash was about 45 minutes late, not very long. Off we go into town. First stop was suppose to be Spotlight but Ash missed the turning, and so we went to Rebel Sports. Rebel Sports was having 25% sales. Bi got himself a gym bag $34. Next was CheapSkates. Then TimeZone. We played Photo Hunt and we were so stressed out by it. Lol. The guys decided to see people play games and made comments. I got so bored and I went to Cotton On. I bought a black cardigan $10 and a grey basic top $5. I went back to the boring TimeZone. We wait, and wait, and wait for Ash to text us. I waited till so thirsty. :S I asked the guys to go MacDonald's to get a drink with me. Incoming message... Ash text Jack and ask us to go to Readings to meet him. There goes my drink. We met Ash and we walked to some ulu car park. Finally, we got into the car. Bi and I alighted at Shell to walk back to his home. ... ... At bi's house, he made me eat fried rice. He even feed me. -___-" I had orange and grapes for fruits. Asked bi to help me reformat my iPod. I left his place and went to wait for the bus, it was late again. I hate the wind very much. Gosh! When I reached home, my host mum told me my dinner is at the table. I changed up and went back down to have it. I saw a full plate of food and a bowl of salad. *jaws drop* I took two pieces of the bread and the bowl of salad. Had my fill and came back up to my room. I am going to sleep as early as I can tonight because I hope I can catch the school bus.

Good news for me, I have hope to get out of Wellington. Woohoooooo~

25TH. You'll always be my baby.

HAPPY 25TH MONTH BABY! :)

w/o make up

I woke up around 10am, text bi and went into the showers at 10:45am. I sat in my room till 12:00pm. I got no reply from bi. I went downstairs to get breakfast, berry oats. I hate oats, but this is yummy. While having breakfast, I watched SpongeBob SquarePants. (Y) 12:47pm, bi called me. I went to my room to change and brought my swimming gears along, just in case we decide to go swimming at the very last minute. The bus was late. It is always late. (N) I saw Yong Chan, chatted with him in the bus. I alighted first. I hate walking to bi's house. It is so damn tiring. (N) I fell asleep and woke up at 2:35pm by bi. He asked if I want to go sauna or town. OMGXZ YES! I said town please. :D We left his place around 3pm to meet Jack. We went to the JV mall for awhile. Jack had to get A2 size coloured paper. I went to Countdown to get more Manjans Bhuja Fruit Mix $1.60. Bi got apple pie from MacDonald's. Aftermath, we went to Jack's house. Bi wanted to watch some MT videos and then bi and me left. We were suppose to catch the 3:55pm bus but we missed it. We waited for the 4:25pm bus at the bus stop. Surprisingly, it came early. We alighted at the bus stop near Umi Sushi because I wanted to get some sushi, but it was close. (N) Bi and I was so hungry. We decided to have a early dinner. We went to Seoul House. His order was $11 and mine was $13. Mmhhhmmmm..... :D (Y) We walked around town while waiting for the bus to come. Verom. Bi went back home and I went home too. ... ... ... ... I am going to sleep now. Nights people.

Today you said to me that I seem like I am not eating, eat more. I am really very happy to hear that. You realise that I am not eating. I do not mind giving you my portion, like I always do. I want you to eat more, then you will have more strength for your training. I know you are tired because you have go to school during the day and go for training at night. I try to give you what I can. Because J love C.

I am neither pretty nor sexy. I do not see what you see in me.
I am neither kind nor loving. I do not see why you want me.
I am neither awesome nor prefect. I do not see why you like me.
Despite I am none of these, you still do love me very much.
I am glad to be with you and those times that we have shared.
The word to describe our relationship is amazing.

Mend my heart.
My heart has broke into uncountable pieces.

Left out.

*^JV Mall(Just Jeans, a dress $20 and 6 bangles $6.^Countdown, Toblerone Choc 100g $2 and Majans Bhuja Fruit mix 150g $1.60.)^*.

Tiffy, I'm glad everything between you and me is fine now.

Guilt.

*.

Tiffy, I am really sorry. I hope you will talk to me because you are the only one I go to in this house. I do not know what I can do to make you less angry. But I really did not know that you will be so angry. I am really really very sorry.

I do not like this.

;(

Igor.

*^JV{[Mall(Whitcoulls^Food court, Macs.)]^Foodville^BNZ^Mall^Toy World^Video Ezy^Mall^BNZ^Mall}^*.

Word of the day: Algiophobia.

Madness.

*^Bi's house^JV{[Mall(Countdown)]^Bus stop}^*.

After trying for 4 days, I finally passed level 8 in Acid Factory. Lol. Now, I am stuck at level 11. ;[ I play games for 1/24 hours. I have a life! Gosh people. I wonder what you humans are thinking at times.

Drain.

*.

I'm so pissed off now, like ttm. Why do we have to give in to the younger??? Like hello. C'mon man. I don't think just because the younger whined, cried, and spoilt. MEANS THAT I HAVE TO GIVE IN TO THEM! Maybe in the next century, next century, next century's next life or rather, never!

I've had a long day. I played with them.

I've

• watched tv with them.
  
• watched movie with them.
  
• poured drinks for them.
  
• played PlayStation with them.
• cut apple for them.
  
• watched teevee with them.
• get refreshments for them.
  
• played Beados with them.
• made popcorn for them.
  
• watched tv with them.
• played blind mice with them.
• to get pulled around by them.
  
• played make up with them. Bonus: Must allow them to put make up on me and make me look hideous.
  

Is these not enough?

This has debilitated me completely.

If you think all these is nothing at all. You should sign up for this, try it out and think twice.

I had to sacrifice the time that I could have spend talking to my mummy, just to do all these. If you are not thankful, I hope you get crash by a car when you step out of the house.

Btw, I am not getting paid for all these.

All I wanted was for her to let me do the Beados, a piece will do. I asked her if I can do it. Yes, I even had to ask her for permission. I did two rows and she took it away from me. WTF! Then she screwed it up and her older sister didn't want to help her, she asked me for help. I didn't want to help her and she said I was mean to her. Look who is talking. Oh, I am the mean one. Ya right definitely I am. I AM FUCKING TIRED AND ALL I WANTED WAS TO HAVE SOME FUN TOO BUT SHE DIDN'T LET ME. Fine. So I told her older sister that why not we chip in money and get us(excluding her since she got it already) one set too. THEN! Here comes everything. She started to whin, cry and seek attention. Oops, I think it didn't. Did it? She got scolded and cried even more. Dang. I hope I could have just walk off but I couldn't, because that will reflect that I am just as bad as she was. I stayed. ... ...

If you were me, how would you feel?

To thgirl(:: Haha. Thanks! Hope you are doing well. :)

Ice Age 3.

*^JV(Stayed in the car while waiting.)^Town{[Readings(Bubble Tea^Cinema^Whitcoulls)]^?? New World(Stayed in the car and wait...)^*.

Game of the day: Square Meal.

Baby, I am sorry. I think I have been neglecting you a bit. You were like this too(When you just started muay thai, you used to be like this too.) I wanted to talk to you so badly last time, but you were always busy with muay thai or you would be resting and all.

Last time, I thought it was better for me if I get a new home stay with host sisters and a home stay that will treat me like how they treat their children. But I guess I am wrong. I will never be a part of their family. There is difference between us. At least, they treat me well. I really like coming back nowadays. I can do anything I want at home and they do not say things that are hurting.

I realise that I have been rather preoccupied nowadays. It is so different from last time. Last time, all I do was to have my meal and stay in my room all the time(other than going to the toilet). &Hope that you will have time for me.

Now, it is me who is neglecting you. I have not been spending a lot of time with you.

I will spend more time with you. I promise. I will spend more time with you, and not trying.

The saddest part of this post is that I will no longer try. If I cannot handle this, I will let go.

:'(

Annoyed.

*^JV(Video Ezy)^Bi's house^... ...^*

Game of the day: Acid Factory.

Who the fuck do you think you are?

Ask me to do things for you and make me sad when you want to? I did nothing to deserve these kind of treatment from you. I hate it whenever you want some thing, you will talk to me nicely. If I don't want to help you, you get so mad at me and people around you.

I am really very mad at you this time. You have yet to apologise to me about my laptop keyboard issue. You got so pissed and you just pressed it hard. WHAT HAPPENS IF MY LAPTOP SPOILS? Even if you buy my a new laptop, I still will not be happy. You can't buy back my feelings towards this laptop. This laptop is my birthday present from my parents. I didn't ask them to get me one, but they got it for me. I really appreciate it. You know nothing, so don't you dare abuse my laptop again!

Fuck you. I mean it.

One more thing, stop abusing your privileges that I am giving you.

Steam.

*^JV{[Mall(ASB^Whitcoulls)]^Keith Spray Swimming Pool(Sauna+Hot spa+Swimming)^[Mall(Just Jeans^BOB^Countdown^Just Jeans^Countdown)]^JV F&C}^(?) House^*.

Sauna, sauna, and more sauna. :D
Hot spa, hot spa, and more hot spa. :D
Swimming, swimming, and more swimming. :D
LOL. I am real childish. :D:D:D

Anyway, I had fun with Bi together.
Just you and me. ♥.♥

Teeheehee!

No one will know how happy I am today.

Game of the day: Youda Sushi Chef.

Pictures for the day: Gumballs!





Q: Where did all these gumballs came from?
A: They came from the JV F&C. When Tiffany and I went in, the gumball machine caught my eye. Then I told her about it. And we got so distracted by it. Till my host mum ask us to quick order. LOL! Tiffany is 19+ years old and I am 16+ years old, yet we got so distracted by the gumball machine. -_______-" At first, I only got one. I wasn't satisfied. So I told Tiffany that I want more, I want one for every colour. She got them for me. Tyvm! Spin, spin, spin, round and round. Da4 da4 da4. I got one for every colour. Hehehe. I got two blue coloured ones but I didn't want to include extra blue one in the picture. And so, that's how I got all these gumballs.

Fiery.

I am not going out today. I was suppose to go watch Transformers, but nah. All thanks to one awesome woman. Gawd. Anyway, I am kinda into a game called Sushi Go Round. Tiffany totally own me in it. I do not like her for this. :P We are still in our pyjamas too. Hehe.

What Your Birth Day Says

Jerica Teo, birthday date : 27
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Your Life

You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person.

Your Love

You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are emanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

Your birth on the 27th day of the month adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path. Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by your self to rest and meditate. Regardless of your life path number, there is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do. This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative. You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends. You tend to be very sensitive to others needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.

Tempted.

*^JV(Domino's Pizza)^Bi's house^JV Mall(Just Jeans)^*

You're the stupid one. Seriously, fuck off ya. You are simply getting on my nerves and I am about to slap your damn face. Dork.

To thgirl(:: The earth have to float when I am alive 'cause I have yet to do whatever I want to, and can sink after I die. :)

Fatigued.

*^JV(Foodville. Bought onion rings chip(Y) and idk chips.)^Bi's house^*

* represents the place I am staying at. This is not my home. My home is in Singapore.

Dear mummy,
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to raise my voice at you. Hope you will forgive me.

I guess I am really too tired. I can't control my emotions. My anger inside me is growing every day. My wound is deeper and also bigger. My happiness within me is dying out. I hate myself more and even more as each day passes.

MONDAY, JULY6, 2009
Home.

To thgirl(:: I think it is because of global warming.

Tomorrow will be the day, the first holiday without mummy.

Home^Bi's house^JV[Mall(Shampoo plus)^Car park]^Home.

I asked my host to get me 5 different items.

1. 2 Pringles(Sour cream &Onion) 170g.
2. 2 boxes of Oreo biscuits.
3. 1 packet of TNCC Snake lollies 200g.
4. Crumpets.
5. A tub of Vanilla ice cream.

She bought all of these for me already. YAY! :D

Sometimes you have to learn that for being rude, you get a good scolding 'cause you fucking deserves it. How nice if your parents slap your face and tell you that you are fucking rude! It does not mean that you are younger than I am, and that because I am the older one and I have to give in to you. Fuck off man. No way will I give in unless you deserve it. Or I will fight with you and make sure you lose this fight and get nothing but more scolding. :) Dude, learn your lesson. GDI.

Deadly Debut.

SATURDAY, JULY4, 2009
Home^Bi's house^JV[Mall(Countdown)^Bus stop]^Deadly Debut at Porirua^JV(Burger King^Bus stop)^Home.

Ain't they cute?

To thgirl(:: I used to have a Friendster account but I deleted it. I'm quite use to the weather now. I find Singapore rather warm when I went back the last time. My pyjamas definitely look like pajamas. Yeah, I can't remember when was the last time I played with sparkles other than that day.

To Francesca: That's good Miss Goh! :D

Sparkles.

Spot the "X".

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-eeeh. :D We went to the porch to play sparkles and fireworks. As you can see(3rd and 4th picture), that's the fireworks. It was erm okay. It wasn't what I thought it would be like. I'm pretty contented 'cause I got to play sparkles when I felt like playing it. Btw, it's less than 10 degrees outside and I am in my pajamas with my pullover so I don't look very flash. Shut up and don't comment about my pyjamas if you have any intention to do it.

Last day of second term.

Btw, this picture was taken before winter.

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^Home.

Today is neither a very interesting day nor a very boring day.

I am not in Singapore this holiday. I can't see mummy, family and friends. No worries everyone. Everything is under control. I have planned a very detailed schedule for this holiday. I am going to spend at least 3 hours, 1/8 of my day, to do my work. It's not a lot of time spend on it but at least I am spending time on it. So good for me! (Y)

I will try to go swimming everyday. 'cause I am hoping to lose some weight and shed some fats too. Then again, transport to JV is $1 and to enter the okay swimming complex every time will cost me $3. Ex. :( Any sponsors?

I am going in to town the library to borrow books. Actually, it is just an excuse for me wanting to go shopping. Lol. I need retail therapy! I will only spend $100. Mummy, think again before you nag me. You should know why I am doing it.

I will try to stay at home so I can save money like transport fares, eating out and spending on unnecessary things.

All cool.

Lastly, I declare holiday.

To thgirl(:: I think you look cute in it too. Btw, I no longer have a friendster account.

Daidee madness.

Home^Onslow College(Games)^Bi's house^JV Gym^JV Bus stop^Home.

I won like more than 5 games straight for daidee today. Woohoo~ :D:D:D

To Francesca: My toe is still hurting. The inside hurts. FYI, only the right side is pain. I hate this! :(

To thgirl(:: Erm, I was talking about in general. Girls who cut bangs look cute. I haven't seen you with bangs aye? Wellington is 4 hours ahead of Singapore.

Beginning.

Home^Onslow College^Bi's house^JV [Mall(Countdown^Umi Sushi^Food court &bought Macs^Just Jeans)^Bus stop]^Home.

I hurt my toe. :(

To thgirl(:: I don't really like bangs. It makes you look so cute? ... You can't catch me online most of the times unless you suit my timing.