I promise you.

Bought food from fish&chips store to Bi's house for lunch. Fat, fat, FAT! Watched Gong Zu Xiao Mei the whole afternoon. Left Bi's place with him @ around 6pm.

I'm talking to you about all these it's because I want to know what you'll do. I want to know if these happens again. Will you ditch me? Or will you hang on and play with me? I always tell you not to avoid my questions, but I'm doing it myself. Because I don't want to wake up from this dream. Reality always hurt. So tell me with confidence that you will never ditch me, make me feel safe and ease at heart. Then I'll stop asking you these questions.