Today is a very special day for all mothers. I would like to wish my dearest mummy a very Happy Mother's Day. I'm sorry that I can't celebrate it for you and I didn't get you any present. Useless meee. I wrote you a letter but I don't know how to send via mail and I don't want to send it via email, so I am going to type it out here. It's just a short and simple letter. Before the letter, here are some pictures. Btw, these are taken during my Taipei trip. :)
Dear mummy,
Happy Mother's Day! :D:D:D You know why so many happy faces? Because I hope your the happiest mummy everyday! Hehe. I am not around with you this HM'sD and I am like miles away from you. I really hope that I am with you this year. I hardly celebrate this day with you but I really want to celebrate it with you this year. I don't know why too. I would like to thank you for everything that you have done for me. I thank you for spending so much on me and sending me abroad to study because I did so badly previously. I am sorry to disappoint you over and over again and make you cry, it hurts me to see you that way. I'm going to put a stop to all this and do you proud every coming year. I mean it this time round. Trust me this time. I know that I have been a very lousy daughter. I have been wasting time playing and spending heaps of money on entertainment. I wanted all my things to be branded. In Wellington, I learned that not everything that I get must be expensive and the best. As long as it is worth the money then get it. For example, buying Crabtree&Evelyn shower gel and an ordinary brand shower gel to use. Now, I rather get the ordinary brand shower gel because it is much cheaper, also it will still make me clean and smell good. I understand that money cannot buy me happiness. I thank you for taking all my nonsense the past few years. I know I have changed drastically and I may not be the Jerica Teo Jin Hui you wanted or expected, but you have been accepting me for who I am and what I do. I have been changing boyfriends and making you worries for me every time. I am sorry. You know that I am a wild child yet you still think I am a little girl of yours. You thought me many things since I was young and I only know and understand the message that you have been trying to let me know all these years this year. I hope it is not too late. You give me love and let me feel your warmth. Thank you for everything the everything. I admire you a lot actually. You are awesome. I think you will be rather surprise to hear me say all these to you because my actions have yet to prove my words. Everything will no longer be a dream but fact, and that I am no longer a useless girl. Super girl will be back to rock your world. Teehee.
Love,
your silly daughter
Jerica.