Ice Age 3.

*^JV(Stayed in the car while waiting.)^Town{[Readings(Bubble Tea^Cinema^Whitcoulls)]^?? New World(Stayed in the car and wait...)^*.

Game of the day: Square Meal.

Baby, I am sorry. I think I have been neglecting you a bit. You were like this too(When you just started muay thai, you used to be like this too.) I wanted to talk to you so badly last time, but you were always busy with muay thai or you would be resting and all.

Last time, I thought it was better for me if I get a new home stay with host sisters and a home stay that will treat me like how they treat their children. But I guess I am wrong. I will never be a part of their family. There is difference between us. At least, they treat me well. I really like coming back nowadays. I can do anything I want at home and they do not say things that are hurting.

I realise that I have been rather preoccupied nowadays. It is so different from last time. Last time, all I do was to have my meal and stay in my room all the time(other than going to the toilet). &Hope that you will have time for me.

Now, it is me who is neglecting you. I have not been spending a lot of time with you.

I will spend more time with you. I promise. I will spend more time with you, and not trying.

The saddest part of this post is that I will no longer try. If I cannot handle this, I will let go.

:'(