Day 5 in Taipei.

I haven't been blogging for quite some time. In Singapore playing mahjong, meeting up, having meals together, and coming to Taipei. I feel so... relax? I've had enough of this. I want to go back to school, get back on track and study hard. I want to be back in Wellington, the place that I feel safe in. I miss Wellington, I miss my room, I miss going to school, I miss going to the supermarket and I miss going to town doing nothing. Mostly, I miss those times spend with you.

I've been controlling myself. I've been feeling rather down. I've been holding back my tears. I told myself that I will not cry when I left Wellington but I did when I was in the plane. I did, I did! I am neither excited to be back in Singapore nor this trip to Taipei. I feel so different. Someone tell me why I am feeling like this. I feel that I don't understand you too. I am like a lost teenage, wondering around doing nothing and feeling so lost. I lost.

Someone, save meee.. &To my dear readers, I am not desperate also I will not write to some magazine to let people laugh at me.