Soon.
{sick&sad}
I'm going to share my feelings and thoughts instead of what I've done today. Francesca was talking to me about boyfriend girlfriend things and... At that moment, I've no idea why I felt this way but I felt empty and lonely. I started to question myself with if I still do love Bi like how I used to or I just can't let go of this relationship yet. Will I last forever with Bi or leave him again. Can I really commit myself to this relationship or am I just too weak that I keep giving in to him. I've been thinking about all sorts of bgr questions since just now till now.
Finally, I've got my answers and my heart is celebrating. :) I definitely still do love Bi like how I used to or I would not have last with him till now. I made up my mind to come here to find Bi and I did not regret, though I've to make lots of sacrifices. To Bi, all the sacrifices I've made for you are worthwhile 'cause you've been trying your very best to make me a happy girl too. For example, waking up early everyday to attend school without fail(unless you are sick) though you don't want to and think school is a waste of time. I really appreciate every thing that you've done for me and giving me. The only thing I hate about you is when you don't want to listen to what I say when it will be of help to you. >;@ I know you hate it when I am indecisive, I'm just so fickle. But I'm not fickle when it comes to choosing my boyfriend 'cause my heart only wants to click with yours. Even though I promised you over and over again that I will not leave you and I still did. I definitely will not anymore 'cause you're a part of me now. It's just like the heart needs the beat. I definitely have been committing myself to this relationship, right. &Alegre que eres aquí conmigo.
To my dear parents, if you are reading this. I am so sorry to make you spend so much on me just because I've been playful and wilful in the past. I promise you that I will not let you down this time, never from now on. Trust me.. Thank you very much for bringing me up and enduring all the nonsense I've been giving to your. I'm glad I have parents like your. I love you both very much.
(Taken on 25thOctober'08)
<3
I'm going to share my feelings and thoughts instead of what I've done today. Francesca was talking to me about boyfriend girlfriend things and... At that moment, I've no idea why I felt this way but I felt empty and lonely. I started to question myself with if I still do love Bi like how I used to or I just can't let go of this relationship yet. Will I last forever with Bi or leave him again. Can I really commit myself to this relationship or am I just too weak that I keep giving in to him. I've been thinking about all sorts of bgr questions since just now till now.
Finally, I've got my answers and my heart is celebrating. :) I definitely still do love Bi like how I used to or I would not have last with him till now. I made up my mind to come here to find Bi and I did not regret, though I've to make lots of sacrifices. To Bi, all the sacrifices I've made for you are worthwhile 'cause you've been trying your very best to make me a happy girl too. For example, waking up early everyday to attend school without fail(unless you are sick) though you don't want to and think school is a waste of time. I really appreciate every thing that you've done for me and giving me. The only thing I hate about you is when you don't want to listen to what I say when it will be of help to you. >;@ I know you hate it when I am indecisive, I'm just so fickle. But I'm not fickle when it comes to choosing my boyfriend 'cause my heart only wants to click with yours. Even though I promised you over and over again that I will not leave you and I still did. I definitely will not anymore 'cause you're a part of me now. It's just like the heart needs the beat. I definitely have been committing myself to this relationship, right. &Alegre que eres aquí conmigo.
To my dear parents, if you are reading this. I am so sorry to make you spend so much on me just because I've been playful and wilful in the past. I promise you that I will not let you down this time, never from now on. Trust me.. Thank you very much for bringing me up and enduring all the nonsense I've been giving to your. I'm glad I have parents like your. I love you both very much.
(Taken on 25thOctober'08)<3
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