Tomorrow.

{sick&upset}

It's twelve plus am and yet I am not sleeping. I can't sleep at all. I am thinking about Bi leaving tomorrow, that's so sad. We're going to be separated again. It's not forever but for 3 days. ;'( I'm going to cry everyday. I am crying now even when he has not left and most prolly enjoying his sleep right now. I've to go through the same torture that I've been through, but without mummy coming here with me to face it for the first two weeks when I return from Singapore this time. I don't want to go back to Singapore, I want to stay in Wellington. Why must I go back when I just manage to stabilise my emotional self. Why, why, why! I'm going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..