Wound.

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I don't ask you much.
I don't bother if you still care for me.
I don't care if you take a second look at me.
I don't do what I used to do.
I don't even feel it.
I don't feel sad that you are not with me.
I don't get the attention I used to get from you.
I don't hate you for anything, never.
I don't irritate you like how I used to.
I don't joke around with you as often as I used to.
I don't kiss you like I used to because...

因为我累了。
I feel the pain but it doesn't bother me.
Maybe it's because the way you are now.

"I'm not the best girlfriend but as long as you think I am, I'm happy. :) You know, I know, we know that I love you. I'm yours only." Do you remember this? Maybe not.

I really do hope to hang out with you like how we used to. Or it is impossible already? I miss those times that it was just you and me. We can be together for the whole day doing nothing but we are still happy and loving it, but now we hardly do anything together. Even in school, I sit beside you in class but I don't feel the same. I think it's part of growing up and that we will never stay the same. I love you and I always will. My feelings for you will never fade till you tell me that I should stop loving you because it's making you so hard to breathe. Bet you never knew how much you've hurt me since Friday, May 15, 2009. Especially when you call me crazy. I was so angry with you and wanted to burst into tears, yet I hold back. Since you don't like so many things about me, why do you still want to love me? I just don't get it. I believe all these is also part of you growing up and the way you treat and handle this relationship is different.